Sunday, December 23, 2012

The End.



We fell in love with the city of love. We learned about love. We learned how to love. We learned that duct tape can't fix anything, or maybe it fixes everything. We learned that sometimes we remember the same things, and that stealing is okay. We learned about death, but more importantly we learned about life. We learned that life is too short to spend our time in a well paying job that we hate. We learned to follow our dreams to Paris.

For the last time,

The Obsessed Mess.


Adieu Paris.


So, this is it. We bid one another adieu and move on.

For a few months we shared a class and found our own way to be a little indie. Now we are going to go off to different classes with different people and different teachers. We will see each other in the halls and act as if we don't know each other and move on. Most will forget paris and everything we have learned together, but some won't.

Some will remember Paris, I hope to never forget. Paris was where I found out that in the long run, money isn't as important as happiness, that a degree in english is crap and sometimes a journal is your lifeline. Wandering Paris was where I found myself; who I was, who I am, and who I want to be.

This class allowed me to roam the streets of Paris, to discover myself and learn that we are all trying to find our own Paris. None of us really know what the hell is going on, or what is going to happen tomorrow, but we will always have Paris.

Thank you Mr. Nelson, for introducing us to Paris and allowing us to find our own.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

it's time for everyone to just give up.

Alright... I have something to say. 
I'm tired. 
I'm exhausted.

I'm sick of school, I'm ready to leave.
I'm sick of the people, I'm ready for them to leave.
I'm sick of it all. 

I could make a list of all of the reasons that I am just sick and tired. Sick and tired of it all...
But I won't. That isn't fair to you, and in a world that isn't fair, I shall show you mercy. 
 I do not know what you have gone through today and I doubt you want to hear my ramblings... but here they are. Making little to no sense, but here they are none the less. 

Now you know my fellow students... I am exhausted and this whole growing up bit is kicking my ass. 

I have literally told you nothing.