tell me a secret...

Can you tell me a secret?
Can you tell me that it will get better...?
That it will all be okay...
That I will be okay.
Because right now...
I'm just not sure.
Just lie to me.
Just a little white lie.
"A white lie never hurt nobody."
Right?
So please...
Take this pain away...
Just for today.
Because lately I've noticed that the bad days are out numbering the good...
and I just need you to tell me a secret.
Just tell me that it will be okay.

Nothing.

I'm supposed to be studying. 

Getting an education. 

That's what they say anyway. That's what I'm supposed to do. 

But that isn't what I'm doing. 

I'm scatter brained and frazzled and clumsy and lost. 

I'm not any of those things. 

You toy with my mind and whisper sweet nothings. 

But that's exactly what they are. 

Nothing. 

That's exactly what we are. 

Nothing. 

I wanted more. 

You wanted her. 

I played with the idea of forever. 

You played games. 

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. 

But one thing that I do know... it's time for me to let you go. 

I just hope I can find the strength to do it...